I have had anxiety in the past and even took meds and have posted here before. I am also depressed and not on meds now. I lost my boyfriend over 7 years ago and people told me the sun would shine again but it hasn't. I am deeply in debt and can't get a decent job. The job I have is seasonal and they are actually cutting everyone's salary. People who have worked there for years will be making almost as little as new people. I am not used to women friends and I find all they want are favors or to talk non stop. I would rather read a book or listen to the tv. My only escape is sleep and even then my dresmas are full of anxiety. I've lost many people in my life and pets and I just can't see any good ever happening again. Even my veterinarian commited suicide. We would talk about our fears those few visits a year. I see people in my life and know they may be gone soon. I know a family of a dad and 2 daughters and they are all sick and when I see them I see ghosts. I know if I had more money that would help a lot but no one wants to hire me due to my spotty work record which is due to my depression and anxiety. I am scared not only of the future but of everyday things. I used to be smart but can't think any more. I pray and it helps but only for a while. Is being so scared normal or anxiety or both? What should I do?Thanks for listening.
My dr just upped my med and changed the time of day I take it. Does everyone get worse before they get better when making changes? Don't know how long to give it.
I have been in my new job for a month. I got let go at the old job due to reorganization.I never had a commute but now I do. The drive is over two hours a day but the drive doesn’t have much traffic overall.Everyone is nice but I don’t make friends easily and these people tend to stay to themselves. I’m not sure if making a friend or just being more comfortable over time would help.I work...