CiarAnn
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- I have been go e for six months I'm happy to be back, I had ended up getting help for my suicidal tendencies. My dad is finally in jail I'm very very happy and pleased to know he's being punished for taking away a special part of me. With that said...
- My dad was my best friend it was easy to tell him what was wrong and he would try his best to help me fix them. He always cared about my feelings and always tried to be the best dad he could. When I was a kid and we would have bad winter storms I...
- Last night I felt so worthless, that's how my family makes me feel. I think now everything's my fault my sister told me I make everything about me but that's not the truth. I feel so hurt and last night I self harmed, I don't know what to do. I...
- Im in school right now and I just realized I forgot to take my medication this morning, im having extreme thoughts of feeling worthless and that I should just disappear and dont know what to do. I would ask my mom to bring it to me but I dont know...
- Im meeting my new and third therapist Wednesday, I'm hoping this one sticks for as long as I need her. I'm not too happy about restarting healing process, I just want to get in to it. With that said I'm having a huge problem, I feel as if I don't...
- I'm forcing myself to stay up even though I'm so tired, I barley ate dinner I really didn't want to eat the food but I have to. I honestly do see why I keep trying, I live my life in complete fear of having what my dad did to me happend again, I...
- I'm so tired of being scared everyday to be in my bathroom, but ever sense I found out what my dad was doing I can't shake the feeling of being watched. It's been 7 months sense I was last at my dads house and it's not that I don't trust my mom or...
- I'm so sick of being home, I'm so mentally exhausted I don't want to go to school. I just don't want to be here in this town in this state. Im so tired of feeling nothing g but depression and sadness. I feel like a burden, I can't c talk to my mom...
- I'm finding it very hard to want to stay home I'm constantly having g thoughts of how much happier I will be if I ran away. I wouldn't have to deal with my problems with my dad because if I ran away he wouldn't have to see me. I understand that if I...
- I dont know how to put this but im in so much emotional pain. Im tried of being the one who has to suffer, Im a senior i highschool and its hard to go through everyday knowing that the one person i want and the one person I want to talk to and to...
- I can't seem to fathom any love for myself anymore, I can't get the fact that my body is out in the world on some men's computers that's hold the even be there. If I only new something was wrong maybe it could have been stopped. I hate being a...
- Hi I'm 18 years old and my life just isn't getting better I'm not suicidal but just kinda wish I was a shadow or wasn't here anymore. I was diagnosed with ptsd yesterday for a trauma that isn't very researched which still makes me feel alone. Why...
- Hi I was diagnosed with PTSD yesterday due to a trauma that had happend to me. I'm finding it hard to sleep my legs never stop itching and I'm Terrified to keep living life, in fear of what of it happens again.
- I decided Im going to start calling my dad by his name instead of dad because I cant fathom to call such a putrid person my dad. especially sense hes the cause of all of my pain and suffering. Is it wrong of me to want to call him James or is it...
- Hey guys I'm coming to a point with my whole situtation where I just wish I could run away or just didn't exisit, you see my mom wants to take my grand mothers address off of James's ankle braclet tracker so he can check on my aunt when my brothers...