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- I'm scared. I don't know what to do. Was at a counselor appointment today and lost it. Don't remember most of the appointment, but it's left me feeling . . . . I'm not really sure what, but not good . . . There's a part of me that's wanting to...
- Is it "normal" to have a part that is just an emotion? Was in my counselor appointment today, and though I can't remember most of it (though I was told later by a friend that came with me that there were 2 different parts that came out during the...
- I don't know how anymore. Why does it have to be so difficult?How do I live with the constant arguing over every decision that needs to be made? With a stubborn 6 year old and an angry teenager (among others, those are just the loudest at the...
- One of my alters, Raven, is extremely hard to talk to (and by that I mean impossible). She won't listen to anyone, is incredibly angry all the time, and is convinced that her way is the only way. The only one she'll talk to is Sarah (6), and even...
- Last night I was not doing so great (slight understatement). I OD'd, a friend called the police, got taken to the hospital, and am still alive. Problem is, I still feel as bad as last night. But I don't know what to do with myself. I don't want...
- Just some Advil and Tylenol (both extra strength). I've done this before. Know it isn't a good idea. Know I shouldn't have done it. But at the same time wish I could do more. I just don't know if what I took will actually harm me or not. Like...
- Does anyone else have an alter like this? How do you deal with it? It's slowly wearing me down . . . http://www.dailystrength.org/people/427599/journal
- It's been going on for months. Just falling further and further into this black hole. And no matter what or how hard I try, I just can't seem to get climb back out. I'm really stuck. Just don't see a reason to keep on trying. I've come so close...
- There's a part of me that believes death is the only solution. I just want to give up. Give in and let her take control. Who cares anymore? I'm just so sick of all of this. Remembering . . . Not remembering . . . All the pain, and fear, and...
- My counselor is currently away (for about 2 months) and so I haven't been able to meet with her since about 3 weeks ago. That's a long time for me. I did talk to her on the phone recently. But earlier today she asked if I would be willing to meet...
- Ugh, been having a bad couple weeks. I officially decided I'm never celebrating Christmas again because I can't stand to be around my parents for even a couple hours a year. Learned my cousin is going through some difficult things right now that...
- What do you do when someone wants to come out except we know she shouldn't. She's one of our more scary parts and she's tried to hurt us so many times before. But we don't think we can stop her. Eventually she always comes out and does something...
- what do you do when:youre stuckthe same memory keeps playing over and over in your mindthe pain becomes unbearableit hurts even to breatheyou hate yourself for what happened to youyou just dont know how to keep on livingyou need sleep so bad you can...
- hi. my name is emily and im 8. im not sure if im sposed to be on here. but i need to tell our therpist something tomorow and im not sure how. when i try to talk i just get really scared and remember how he told us not to tell. and then i leave...
- Let me clarify. We know we're not crazy (our t tells us this all the time, this was a perfectly normal response to what we went through). But does anyone else feel like it could make you crazy?Constantly arguing, compromising, trying to keep...