\Maybe some time in patient might help. I'm guessing you said no to it? But does help.

I've done that too many times. They all know me there already, including the police officers who came to my house.
It doesn't help. Nothing helps anymore.

I am sorry that you are feeling so bad right now.... most of us have been there and know how awful is can seem.

One of the copng mechanisms that I used until I didnt need it anymore was just letting myself wait. Just resting for awhile and not acting on the depression. Sometimes it felt that I just had to do something to stop the pain but nothing really worked so I learned to wait it out.

Suicide can seem like an option but it really is addressing the wrong problem- we want the pain to stop - not our lives.

Waiting and Breathing may seem too simple but I have learned that feelings pass when you dont feed them with depressing thoughts. I hope this may help a little. I will pray for you tonight.

you have come to the right place ................there are people in here who know how you feel because they have been ther and ready to listen ..............i am very sorry you are feeling so bad ............i am very happy you are still with us .............i atemtid suside one time with no luck not a sharp knofe in the house and my son woke up from his nap and snaped me out of it i never tried that again i went for help insted ........do you have a doctor you are seeing ......if not you schould get one and maby you can get into some councelling ............the best thing you can do right now is talk everything has to come out i am doing a lot better now i have my head above watter ..................8 years ago i walked off the top of a clif and i have been clawing my way up ever since ............and i can see that i am getting someware but still have a long way to go ...............i hope that you will hang on so you can get to see that day when you can see that you are realy getting better there is nothing like that fealing .................i am here for you to listen and just to be here for you so take care of your self you are worth while you are needed here on this earth ......................i will keep you in my prayers ............god bless

I do see a counselor. She's away right now though, so I've been seeing someone else that works with her, which is hard because I don't know her. And don't know how to trust her even a little. It's hard enough for me to talk to my regular counselor, and I've been seeing her for 4 years now.

aprilstar i am sorry to here that ...........can you get a new phicatrist .......or get into a suport group ..... that is more hands on ..........i will keep you also in my prayers ........god bless ................braintired ........i also used weating it out at times when i was realy bad when it seamed nothing would help .............god bless

Glad your OK, well, still alive anyway!..
Firstly, your not alone....,that's what this site is for.
Sometimes all you need, is to vent, or just physically write it down so that it's black and white, right there in front of you.
Hang in there!
You never know what's around the corner, in this sick game, we call life?