nix192
Status: back again twice as heartbroken. when will i learn????
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spoke to stbx yesterday,hes still talking to me like something he picked up on his shoe.his phones been cut off but he has a new job and new car .but when i asked if he wa feeling better he said no...
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I have been ok today,been at afriends all day and shes going through some crap with her husband so it kind of took my mind off my own feelings.But then i went on facebook and saw a comment from stbxs...
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im really having a hard time today,our daughter went to stay with her cousin about half hours drive away.who lives around the corner to my sister in laws were my husband has been staying since he...
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found no contact really hard today.got my phone out a couple of times and wonderd what i could say.but i didnt do it,im so proud of myself.i wouldnt mind but its only been a week.i hope it gets...
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so depressed today,didnt want to even get up this morning.then my friend came round and she always makes me feel better.cried a bit while talking to her,im still coming to terms with him not loving...
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most of today ive just felt really numb.i have spent most of it on my own and even though i was lonely i did ok.then tonight stbx rang our daughter and i lost it,couldnt stop crying.i am sick of...
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im still finding things hard today,its painful knowing he dosent love me anymore.the kids still havent spoken to him and i cant believe he can come in and out of thier lives like they dont matter.i...
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after he told me not to contact him i have stopped,even though its hard im determined to not speak to him anymore but today both the children tried to ring him and he ignored thier calls.Why wont he...
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im so depressed today,i brke down and text him this morning and he rang me but he was awful to me.he said to stop contacting him as i am not letting us get over this,i cried so much on the phone but...
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last monday he phoned meand said hed left the bitch as he couldnt live with her being a psyco so i said if you have nowhere to go you could stay here,so he did .he said he wanted to try again and we...
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im really fed up today,im having a really down day ive been crying non stop and really seem to miss him.then tonight the kids were virtualy killing each other so i text him and asked if he could help...
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another up and down day,dont know why but ive been really depressed the last few days.i hate the weekends as all i think about is him with the ow on thier own(her kids go to thier dads at the...
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i dont know why but i just feel really fed up today.not much has happend i suppose that may have something to do with it.stbx called our daughter late last night which is unusual for him,dont know...
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why did i talk to him last night?i was getting so much better while we had no contact and now i feel like ive gone backwards.i miss him again,i cant stand the thought of him with her.ive got to...
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the last 2 days have been quite bland really.didnt do alot yesterday and only went round a friends today to babysit.but my daughter has had a bad few days,she really misses her dad and he hasnt...
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