nix192
Status: back again twice as heartbroken. when will i learn????
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why did i talk to him last night?i was getting so much better while we had no contact and now i feel like ive gone backwards.i miss him again,i cant stand the thought of him with her.ive got to...
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the last 2 days have been quite bland really.didnt do alot yesterday and only went round a friends today to babysit.but my daughter has had a bad few days,she really misses her dad and he hasnt...
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the last 2 days have been good.yesterday was an ok day ex phoned both kids,so that was good.then today went t a friends got ready and then went to a show her sister was putting on in a town were she...
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started the day on good form,was telling myself that im letting go and i will be fine without him.then after lunch my mood dropped and when my friend came round i had another good cry then i picked...
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i was in quite a good mood today,even found myself laughing at times.but then our daughter decided for some reason she wanted to unblock the bitch on facebook and then tell me really hurtfull things...
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im so fed up cause my computers not working,why is it that i need something so much so it stops working?text husband yesterday to tell him that the kids are ok while im away next week,he didnt reply...
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its not been a bad day today,i had a friend come over and she just makes me feel better just by being there.my daughter had a friend and my niece round and it felt so good to chat and laugh again.as...
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i dont know why but today i really miss him.he has obviously moved on and dosent think of me in the sae way,but why does it have to be so hard.im trying not to think of the good tmes but i cant help...
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its been 3 days since he went but im still so sad.he phoned our daughter yesterday to see how she is so at least shes on his mind,didnt contact our son though and that makes me so mad..he has 2...
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today he moved away.we met yesterday and now i wish i hadnt seen him,he took the kids out to say goodbye and told them bitches daughter dosent like him cause bitch has had so many serious...
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todays the day he sais goodbye to the kids and im gutted for them,i know i cant stop them feeling the pain but its so hard trying to deal with the love of my life moving on to someone else and being...
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another awful night last night,husband came to drop some money off for our daughter.and when i answerd the door he just looked through me and when i asked what his problem was he just laughed at...
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good day yesterday,babysat for my friend then stayed round hers and had a takeaway and some vodka.had a bit of a cry,but i think its because ive now realised theres no going back its defenatly over.
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joined today as im finding life very hard at the mo,my husband of 21 years left me over a year ago for the 9th time.but this time have found out hes been seeing xitch for 8 months and hes moving away...
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Omg the last few days i just cant stop eating and i was doing so well.i need a good kick up the behind how can i let this happen im such a pig.....
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