nix192
Status: back again twice as heartbroken. when will i learn????
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I had my first appointment with a counciler today and it was good.I tried to tell myself i wasnt going to cry but idid and it was ok.She said i have been emotionaly abused and we are going to work on...
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I got a call from stbx again yesterday while i was out shopping.He wanted to know if i had spoken to the kids about xmas day.I told him i had and they were ok with my choice not to have him in my...
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Just had a call from my stbx to tell me he has just spoken to the kids and whats this about i dont want him in my house on xmas day.I said well im sorry but its true i dont want you here.I just got a...
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YAY i got a call yesterday from a therapist and i start on thursday.I know i had a little bit in the summer but i really need some more.So much i need to talk about but i think my friends and family...
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I got a call this morning and i didnt recognise the number so i wasnt going to awnser it but did incase it was my daughter.Well what a shock it was my husband.Im not really sure why he called but did...
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my daughter had a call from her dad today and he was being really sneaky about were he was.Then he slipped up when he said he would have to go to his sisters to pick some things up so our daughter...
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Ive been ok for the last few days then last night i went out with a friend.I was trying to enjoy myself but the place we were at was full of couples and i could smell the aftershave my stbx uses.So...
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Here i go again,stbx met our daughter today and me and my friend drove past him.He totally turned his back on me and wouldnt even look my way.Then when i caught up with my daughter she said hes...
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What another crap day,kids were arguing all day then my daughter was saying shes going to move in with her dad because she cant stand living with her brother and me.As usual ive done nothing wrong...
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My daughter came home today after spending a few days with her father.straight away i was told that he is meeting up with someone from the internet today.Its obviously a woman from that dating...
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ive just had the most frustrating few days.After seeing stbx on dating site i cant stop thinking of him again.hes obviously so over me as he keeps on going on the site every day.I dont think its...
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I went to a friends today,we sighned her up to an online dating site and low and behold who was on there?stbx.His profile sais hes single so i guess him and OW have finished.But what hurt the most is...
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Ive really let myself go lately,not been to the gym in ages,put on weight and just feel utter crap.Why oh why have i let myself get this way again?I was doing so good then i let stbx back home,use me...
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Ive been home all day today and i have had too much time to think.I have gone back to thinking about stbx a lot and i am sad again.It dosent help that its friday and hes gone to OWS for the...
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i have been so much better the last few days,i think after stbx was absolutly vile to me on saturday i seemed to face up to the fact that i dont need him anymore.I dont need to be treated that way,i...
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