im back again but more hurt
last monday he phoned meand said hed left the bitch as he couldnt live with her being a psyco so i said if you have nowhere to go you could stay here,so he did .he said he wanted to try again and we told the kids,we were all so happy for a few days then yesterday he changed again and when i asked what was up he said wed made a mistake and he didnt love me like i love him so he was going again.this morning was awful,we all cried and it was so heartbreaking ,then he left.im so angry at myself for letting this happen,just when i was starting to get stronger.now im back to the bottom of the black whole.im so gutted i realise that i cant make him love me so i have to move on finally.
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Oh, wow, this is so terrible to hear that he left you again. I\'m so sorry for your and your children\'s pain. I just can\'t imagine how hurt you and the children are feeling. I\'m here if you need a friend to chat, vent, whatever....ok?
So sorry. Just try and realize it\'s all apart of the process to becoming happy eventually. We\'ve all gone back, gone back, and gone back again so don\'t be hard on yourself. Each little step, forward or backward, is teaching you something and usually the really painful steps do the most good long term. Just try and look at the positive in this negative and realize you\'ve taken a huge step towards getting on with your life. Stay strong. R :)
I am so sorry for you and your children....how dare he manipulate you all....sending you strength for this difficult road...
thankyou for your comments,they mean so much when im feeling so down.
I\'m so sorry but maybe it\'s for the best. You can finally let him go.
I\'m so sorry your children had to be hurt in the process. Big hugs!