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  Three different Christmases in a row

  Posted by: hopelauren21

  Last Reply: Heidiclark 12/24/2016

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  So three years ago, I had a regular Christmas. Mom and dad and I under the same roof. We saw family. Everything was swell. Last year, parents were divorced, mom was living in Tennessee with her new husband, and it was just dad and I going to see family. This year, mom is still in Tennessee, I'm spending the morning with my boyfriend because my dad will be at his fiance's house. I'm supposed to go to my future step mother's family's house tomorrow (Christmas eve) and receive gifts from people...

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  Not sure...

  Posted by: hopelauren21

  Last Reply: bridgie101 12/14/2016

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  Hey everybody. I hope you're all doing well. I've been doing well since I got discharged from the psychiatric hospital, I've only been struggling with a handful of things. One of them being, I don't know how to tell my boyfriend that I was having suicidal ideations and that's the reason they admitted me. The symptom is no longer there, but he's a worrier and I just don't want that. If something happens, I don't want his mind to go there and think that I'm going to do it or that I'm thinking...

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  Feeling Betrayed

  Posted by: hopelauren21

  Posted: 12/01/2016

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  Hey guys. I don't really know where to start on this. I spent three weeks in a psychiactric hospital at the end of October because I was having suicidal ideations and my anxiety was spiking. They got me meds and I met wonderful people, learned a lot of great stuff, and faced myself; altogether a great experience. Well, while I was in there, I had asked my dad if his girlfriend (that he had known for slightly over a month at the time) knew about why I got sent to the hospital. He gave me an...

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  Posted: 11/29/2016

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• Depression
  

  Unmotivated and Trying Not to Isolate

  Posted by: hopelauren21

  Last Reply: Heidiclark 11/29/2016

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  Hey everyone. My energy is pretty low today and I'm supposed to go out antiquing with my boyfriend and his mother but I can't bring myself to get up and shower. I'm currently unemployed and I was released from a psych hospital at the beginning of the month. I haven't really done anything and it's killing me. I hate sitting in one spot but I just don't have the motivation to do anything and it's so frustrating. I've been able to get out with friends a few days and that's been good. I just don't...

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  Posted: 11/23/2016

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  Posted: 11/23/2016

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/22/2016

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/22/2016

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• Motherless Daughters
  

  Well.

  Posted by: hopelauren21

  Last Reply: Thumpa 05/23/2017

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  I didn't lose my mom to death or abuse. I lost her from divorce. From her own choice. She cheated on my dad and left. I was her caregiver because she has lupus and just couldn't really do a whole lot in a day. I had become her mother at the end of it. I guess this is really a tale of rejection. My own mother, that I did so much for and invested so much time into, just kind of threw me away. That's pretty much what hurts and I'm just now realizing this.

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  Posted: 11/22/2016

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  Posted: 11/22/2016

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  Feeling Hopeful

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  Last Reply: pinkpaint 11/22/2016

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  Hey everyone. I hope everyone's week is going well. My goal today is to get out of the house and go somewhere! Yesterday, I hammocked for about two hours in my front yard until my feet got so cold that I had to come inside. But I'm feeling good today and I want to go to the store or something!How is everyone feeling today?What is one healthy thing you'll do today?

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  Posted: 11/22/2016

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