Bullit5502

Today, the only thing I can say with true genuine feeling is that I wish to not be here. I see how others feel self worth, I see how and where it comes from. I can not achieve it. I need someone else...

I hope to check out before I ever come back here.  Future self.. die. If you aren't by the time you check back, loathe yourself, you should be gone by now.

You can tell someone is not an alpha when they are always working to be one.  You can tell when someone won't be an alpha for long when they are always fighting to "stay" one.  Price that all men...

If you knew the things I see, you'd give in and let it be.

What am I inspired to say... I hate the world.  I have enmity with the world.  Yes.. it, kills. It is not one entity, one being, one instance of regret.  World in and of itself... the world can...

It is 8pm on my bday. Wife has still not worked at trying to make me feel good. Instead? She ran a half marathon. Good for her, sure. Just kinda sucks that its the only thing I've heard about for...

I want to die tonight. Please let me.

Take me and judge me. I will accept, yes I will accept. I have no excuse, but I do have reason....

I know there is a creator. I know when he plans to end this grand lesson. Fools.

I awoke again today. It was not the worst day I've had, though I know too much. Going to sleep. I am at peace if I do not wake.

I awoke again today and I did not wish to. Like a drill sergeant my cat sounds the trumpet and yells at me. Get up you lazy sob! Give me my food! You good for nothing Replace my water! Clean my...

I find myself wondering who is accountable for my pain. If there is a god, is it him, or is it me? If there is no god, is it others, or is it me? Logically I am the common denominator, which stands...

I cry for the mountains to fall on me. I gnash my teeth at others' unrighteous blessings. I wonder to myself if I am in hell already... is hell a state of mind? Is hell right here in front of us and...

Does it say in the bible to not kill yourself? Thou shall not commit murder... but it also says in the old testament that if your hand causes you to sin that you should cut it off... what if I cause...

Someone once asked me to come back to this site and share the answer to moving on if I did indeed find an answer.  Well, I believe I have found the answer.  I thought about posting this on the main...