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I hate life more than I ever have right now at this moment.  Today is the 2nd anniversary of the day my so called wife did the deed with her om.  Day before Thanksgiving.... what a great time of...

For the second night in a row now I have sprung up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat.   I can't remember any of the dreams.  It is a really strange feeling. What is that all about???

Aaaaaaaaggggggghhhhhh!!!!! F#CK!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a good day. From here on out I'd really like to stop all and any whining I may feel like doing...

I heard that any time you have a dream about a building it is a representation of what is going on inside of you.I had a dream last night that I was giving up a beautiful house that I had designed...

I'm really starting to think that we are not meant to stay together.

Feeling pretty down.  Don't seem to get many peaks in my rollercoaster...Sustained an injury this past weekend with no idea how long I'll be out of commission.  Could be a couple weeks, could...

I'm really in a bad place today.  It seems that anything I try to put effort into just falls apart.Throughout my life this has caused me so much frustration.  Why put passion into something that...

I can't stand being in public with my wife.  If there is anyone around who is attractive I feel so physically sick.  I used to think that looks didn't matter, but now the world seems so...

Back to the grind after a long getaway weekend with the wife.  There were some ups and downs, but the rough parts seemed extraordinarily bad...  Not sure why.  This wasn't the first getaway we've...

Had one of those long discussions last night that don't go anywhere.  Hardly slept a wink.She just doesn't get it.She actually gets mad at me for believing what I do about her a.  It's not like...

I just feel awful today… no desire to do anything productive.

Wife had an affair.  Can't trust her anymore.  Can't seem to feel good about her or myself...

My wife is the densest fucking person on the planet.

I hate life more than I ever have right now at this moment.  Today is the 2nd anniversary of the day my so called wife did the deed with her om.  Day before Thanksgiving.... what a great time of...