Hurting

Well I'm up ad can't sleep again. I'm on my blackberry laying in bed. I've been trying to go to sleep for a while now and all I can do is wish that I had him next to me. Fathers day wasn't a good one for me. Instead of doing something nice for my dad all I could do was think of mike and cry because we weren't together. I'm so on edge right now. I'm being a bitch to people who really love me ad wanting someone who isn't capable of the emotion.