Strange weird day

Still trying to get used to the time zone.  I am very tired.  My brother came also and we went over to my grandfather's house today to see what it was like and start packing things up.  He must have known for a while what was coming because he had gone through the house and organized everything into piles.  It was kind of strange.  I am getting little mini waves of anxiety but so far I seem to be able to calm myself down.  The house smells of death though and after being in there for a while I start to feel sick to my stomach.  Now that we are away from there I can't seem to get it out of my nose.  My brother says..i'm not sure that that is what the smell is ..I say trust me bro...when you have worked in property management as long as I have believe me you have seen a few residents die in their apartments and the smell is always the same.  Gross but true.
The hotel we booked in Toledo last night was pretty bad...nothing worked and the way the comforters looked I think they should be renting them by the hour lol.  We moved to a new hotel today in my old hometown of Sylvania.  MUCH better..at least now I can relax when we get done for the day..at the other place I was having visions of bedbugs..it was freaking me out.