a new start

looking back I see it's been a really long time since I wrote in my journal.  of course it was my goal to write every day but that's just another pressure I put on myself.  a lot has changed since I last wrote in here. We moved into a new house in turlock.  I like the house a lot better.  It's a little bigger. even though we don't actually own it anymore the payment is a lot more manageable.  There is still a lot of financial crap to wade through but I hope that will sort itself out in time.  My boyfriend is still drinking but then I don't expect that will stop anytime soon.  I took my counselors advice and went to an al anon meeting.  I actually liked it although it made for a very long night.  I felt very welcome there.  I just have to figure out the schedule thing since the meeting i went to is not til almost seven and in modesto and i don't want to waste the gas driving back and forth.  there is one in turlock on friday nights but it seems a lot of them are during the day when I work.  I 'm sure I will figure it out.  I am trying to put my thoughts together and be more organized in my life.  I finally treated myself to a smartphone and hopefully that will help me.  I was disappointed to see no mobile version of this website.  That would have been awesome.  maybe they will do that in time. time to get ready for work though...i need to me more on time and stop being so lazy.  With all the crappy weather It's so nice being in my warm cozy house and I hate to go.  I like my job though so that helps.  I hope all of those who have offered their friendship and support to me here are doing well.  Let's see what another day brings. :)