Today is my second meeting with my new therapist. What I'm most anxious about is that I have to eat lunch right before I leave for the appointment. And when I'm this anxious I get nauseous. And since I have to take public transportation, I have to leave an hour before the appointment. And I won't have much time, if any to talk about my problems with my therapist today--she said she's going to do some kind of assessment. So I'm anxious about that too. Also next week I have to undergo an oral surgery procedure awake, to "excise some tissue", a bump in the front of my mouth that's been keeping me awake at night, since I had all of my upper teeth extracted. When I had the extractions done they gave me Ativan in the AM before it was done, but this time they didn't prescribe that and I didn't think to ask. I plan to call them on the phone to ask but they're kind of hard to get ahold of (the medical people at the oral surgeon's office). I'm really anxious about having that done. I'm truly phobic when it comes to any dental procedure.