C.S.Ember

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I'm not ok

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(Copied from my journal, since I realized nobody really looks at those except people I've friended)Why am I such a total fucking trashheap? Why does my brain do this thing where it starts insulting me at every turn over the stupidest shit? Why can't...
Um... so... Shit, I don't know what to think...

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So if you've seen me around before, you know that I have fairly severe clinical depression (can discuss that as well) but that's not really why I'm posting. See, I tried to find a group about it on here, but um... it seems that every group on here...
I'm getting worse

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It's getting harder to convince myself that there's still hope. I've gained more weight, landing me at an oh so healthy 294lbs, every job I try to apply to has rejected or 'lost' my application, the place that my mother begged me to go back to ( the...
I wanted to share something

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This is a post I placed on the art-sharing site deviantart. It's something that was for them, but also somewhat for those who have been commenting on my stuff here. Even if you haven't, I hope that knowing how much my life has changed recently......
Just F*** this!

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I do not have the emotional stability to deal with this sh**!Am I the only one extremely bothered by the fact that when you apply for a job, they're like "Well I see you applied here, but I'm just gonna tell these 15 other places you wanted a job...
I'm still here

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My great aunt died, and because of this I lost my job. Well, it is not quite that simple. My mother is my manager at the store I worked at, and when our supervisor told her we could not have off for the memorial, she walked out. This left me...
Why...

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I had to deal with an all day migraine at work the other day... Just... why? an 18 hour work day, all with my brain attempting to push my eyeballs out of my head.And now I think I'm coming down with a cold. FML.
I'm so tired...

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So much has been going badly lately, and I'm tired of it. Like, soul deep tired...
... It's hopeless...

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I put part of this in a journal too, but I felt the need to put it here. Sorry if I'm not my normal optimistic self...So... my plantars fascitis has now gotten to the point where I cannot walk for more than a few minutes at a time. We do not...
Hello...

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This site destroyed my last post, so here it goes again, saved into note so it doesn't happen again.You people may be the only ones in the past two weeks I've even spoken to. That said, I hope someone can help me.My name is Meg. I like doing crafts,...

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