What's happened?

Yep, you aint kidding when it rains it pours. Nothing goes right.

Stress at work, people being excessively stupid so I have to clean up their mess, except suddenly I can't walk and my migraines are increasing. That's the new thing, on top of everything else that had already been going on. I seem to have two brains. The one that knows that without me everything at work would fall apart, and the other that says I'm the most useless person there. The exact reasons why are very.... well, there's a lot that led to this point.

I completely understand how you feel- I am feeling the very same way. All I can offer at the moment is a *hug*.

CS, I get that. I'm in a similar position with my job just with a good half more of compentant people. But I still have to clean up after the little babies sometimes. I feel like no one knows me or how I can interact and talk with them. I just feel so stupid.
Here a link to this self-care test I use when I feel like shit. I've been using it to take care of myself more and just make myself feel better.
http://philome.la/jace_harr/you-feel-like-shit-an-interactive-self-care-guide/play
Sometimes/most times, I just need to sleep or take a nap. Other times I need to shower, eat food, take my meds, drink my favorite drink, heal my physical pain, etc. Point is, is that this is a very helpful tool I got from the Crisis Text Line and it works most of the time. Let me know if you want to talk too.

... *starts to take the quiz thing. Immediately gets stuck* umm.... food............. I have no food. Crap.

CS you have to see a doctor. Have you ever had a chiropractor? Migraines are not funny. Something has to be done.

No, no chiropractor, though I suspect I might have a herniated disk from sitting all the time.

I feel the same way. I've been under so much stress lately that I just want to sleep forever. I was taken off one med because it made me fall over. I've been on a new one for a week, but she's adding more. I feel so devastated in this condition. I'm 75 and I think it's been going on forever.

I wish you all the luck in the world, marrude. Going through rounds of medication is sometimes one of the harder things one can go through, especially when it becomes a game of which side effect is worse.

I have been there where you feel like you are so tired and there seems to be a thousand pounds of pressure on your shoulders. I find some thing that helps get things off my mind. Some times it is reading or taking pictures just something that can get me thinking about something else. I will pray that you find some peace in your life.

CS you have to see a chiropractor. It's common sense. They shift the alignment of the bones in the spine, when those bones are out of place. Eventually they loosen you up so that you automatically realign. it's basic mechanics, and not at all mumbo jumbo. :)

It's not that I think I don't need it, but I can't afford to get a chiropractor to look at my spine. I literally have 40 dollars, and my next paycheck MIGHT break 100 if I'm lucky.