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  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/25/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm not ok.

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/15/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm not ok.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/15/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm not ok.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/15/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm not ok.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/15/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm not ok.

• Depression
  

  I'm not ok

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Last Reply: C.S.Ember 05/25/2018

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  (Copied from my journal, since I realized nobody really looks at those except people I've friended)Why am I such a total fucking trashheap? Why does my brain do this thing where it starts insulting me at every turn over the stupidest shit? Why can't I fucking function on a normal human level? Why can't I go out, get shit done, come home and feel fucking satisfied with a day's work for fucking once in my life? I want to feel something other than empty and self hate. I want to feel something like...

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  I'm not OK right now...

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 05/15/2018

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  Why am I such a total fucking trashheap? Why does my brain do this thing where it starts insulting me at every turn over the stupidest shit? Why can't I fucking function on a normal human level? Why can't I go out, get shit done, come home and feel fucking satisfied with a day's work for fucking once in my life? I want to feel something other than empty and self hate. I want to feel something like happiness. I want to laugh because I feel happy, not because of whatever fake 'humor' my brain...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/03/2018

  C.S.Ember became friends with SimpsonsOK.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 01/03/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion Um... so... Shit, I don't know what to think....

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 01/03/2018

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion Um... so... Shit, I don't know what to think....

• Depression
  

  Um... so... Shit, I don't know what to think...

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  Last Reply: C.S.Ember 01/03/2018

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  So if you've seen me around before, you know that I have fairly severe clinical depression (can discuss that as well) but that's not really why I'm posting. See, I tried to find a group about it on here, but um... it seems that every group on here is dedicated to... avoiding and healing from people like me.I think I might be a sociopath... and I don't really understand it, but like... I thought it was just my depression, but... can sociopaths get depression too? It's like... an emptiness where...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 02/18/2017

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm getting worse.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 02/18/2017

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm getting worse.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 02/18/2017

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm getting worse.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: C.S.Ember

  Posted: 02/17/2017

  C.S.Ember commented on the discussion I'm getting worse.