Better day

Today is going a little bit better.  My pdoc gave me 100mg of Wellbutrin today so hopefully that helps me feel better and adjust a little better.  I don't want to pin all of my hopes to a drug, but at least it is something.   Both of my parents are going with me to my next pdoc appointment and I'm a little nervous about that, but we'll see how that goes.   I'm also a little worried about starting this group today but again, all I can do is see how it goes.  If its a disaster I don't have to go again so I don't have to feel trapped in it.  My Mom is mad at me because I'm so unhappy about coming home, but then she wants to fight for disability for me so I can get on my own a little bit more.  Again, I don't know how I feel about that.  Whatever.