Personality Disorders Support Group

Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.

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theloveisgone 04/30/2011

I hit my boyfriend this morning

Then I wanted to die

I couldn't stand to see him mad

So I just sat down and cried

I said I wanted more from life

I knew that was no lie

He asked what could he do for me

But I had nothing to reply

I feel.a little better now though nothings really changed

Defeated, deceited, depleted; all by my own brain

theloveisgone 04/30/2011

My day poetic... still kinda upset...

deleted_user 04/30/2011

I'm sorry your day was so bad. It is good that your boyfriend is so supportive. That is a positive side to this. Sometimes it is hard to see the positive side. It has been a month since my last real breakdown and I am still recovering from it. It is good that you are getting your emotions out in some form. I feel like when I get my emotions out I tend to be less angry.

I bought a book the other day about meditation. It is an awesome book, and I have noticed that I am less angry and less negative since I have started. It may be something that you want to try. Just a suggestion.

I hope you find this feedback helpful. ::hugs::

deleted_user 05/01/2011

I am sorry that your day started off this way. I hope you are doing a bit better today. I would have been upset if I were you too. I often feel like I am defeated by my own brain.

**HUGS**

theloveisgone 05/01/2011

Thank you... Its really hard sometimes! I do feel better today

TwilightStar 05/03/2011

Its a well written poem. im sorry for your situation though. Hang in there!

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