Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
On my second beer here... i just want to be gone. Christmas sucked so bad, i got nothing, i wanted to kill my family, and my BFs dad died suddenly and tragically. Now he doesn't want me around. He wants to be alone.. i understand but i feel lonely and impulsive. My mom left... usually she leaves some chump change but not this time. My family hates me, I know that for sure. I have no friends to call and no therapist or Pdoc to help. Please someone out there if you have any kind words they would be much appreciated!
I feel sorry for you BF. How horrible for him and his family!!! I hope that he will want your company again soon. That would probably help you feel a little better.
Christmas is over now -- try to let it go (and good riddance!) I hope that 2011 will prove to be a much better year for you, in every way!!! (((((Hugs)))))
If I can say this, please don't take it the wrong way and please be careful because this can be a tough thing to swallow.
But in your post, you mentioned all of these other people and how they have let you down. But, to be truly happy, we must let others go and just concentrate on ourselves. I struggle with this too. Happiness comes from within.
Take Care.
ttfn AnnieEm