Karrie66

Ok, so if life was fair, at least three of the Octomom's kids should be mine.  There is no reason for someone as dippy as Nadya to have 14 kids.  Its silly and unfair that some one like that should...

I think I'm going to put my period on a milk carton, cuz its missing.Oddly, I don't feel too bad about it.  I start a novena today, but I know I am subconsciously concern.  Miraculously, my...

Ok, before I go into why I'm so frikkin' annoyed.  Let me just touch on the positives for the day.I just gained two clients for my business.  I'm very excited.  However, I just found out that my...

I can't even list what type of entry this is today.I did nothing and I mean nothing all frikkin' day.I have to call my RE since last week.  I did not get around to it.I have to do it on Monday.I...

Feeling extremely anxious.I want to change my life, tighten up my business, find a part time job and start a list of resolutions, or at least a plan to work on my resolutions, whatever they may...

or angry, but it is.  I'm actually frustrated.  I wanted some sort of sappy, positive entry today since it is January 1, 2010.  However, what I'm feeling is much different.  I had a disagreement...

but it sounds so ridiculous that you're afraid to even mention it.I think coffee has been the start of my infertility.I had a cup (really 6 oz.) each day during the week when I worked full time.And...

I'm not really upset or anything. As a matter of fact, nothing traumatic happened.  I have been through 48 hours of dry-eyed bliss.  One could even say that I was functioning normally.  I went...

look at the "donor list" with my husband last night.It started off a little comical.  Its kinda like a dating service..."oh, she's too short, oh she's too thick, wrong body build, did she graduate...

Ok, so we (DH and I) had an appointment with our RE.He spoke at length about donor eggs and what levels my FSH and ASH need to be in order to use my own eggs.  I gotta tell you.  It is really...

Still haven't gotten around to making the calls I should make (Insurance).  Spent the day with my Mom (always fun and occassionally difficult).  We went to BJ's, Khol's, the Post Office.  We also...

Let's start with that I'm on 5 hours of sleep.  Which is A LO of sleep for someone with a baby.  But I do not have a baby and I am 3 weeks 6 days out from a major surgery.  I haven't even gotten...

I got so many responses from my post.  I guess fundamentally, one wants to feel that they're not alone.  And that's what I found out.  My DH told me that he felt like a bit of an ahole.  Its just...

I want to write an entry that's inspiring, and I will, but I just need to get this off my chest.  I feel bad about my situation.  I hate that I am naturally infertile because I did not expect...

I'm 7 days out after surgery (Myomectomy, removal of ovarian cyst, removal of a bit of the bowel due to adhesions).I'm in pain and I'm crying everyday.  Would love some counselling.  Something that...