Karrie66

I'm not really upset or anything. As a matter of fact, nothing traumatic happened.  I have been through 48 hours of dry-eyed bliss.  One could even say that I was functioning normally.  I went...

look at the "donor list" with my husband last night.It started off a little comical.  Its kinda like a dating service..."oh, she's too short, oh she's too thick, wrong body build, did she graduate...

Ok, so we (DH and I) had an appointment with our RE.He spoke at length about donor eggs and what levels my FSH and ASH need to be in order to use my own eggs.  I gotta tell you.  It is really...

Still haven't gotten around to making the calls I should make (Insurance).  Spent the day with my Mom (always fun and occassionally difficult).  We went to BJ's, Khol's, the Post Office.  We also...

Let's start with that I'm on 5 hours of sleep.  Which is A LO of sleep for someone with a baby.  But I do not have a baby and I am 3 weeks 6 days out from a major surgery.  I haven't even gotten...

I got so many responses from my post.  I guess fundamentally, one wants to feel that they're not alone.  And that's what I found out.  My DH told me that he felt like a bit of an ahole.  Its just...

I want to write an entry that's inspiring, and I will, but I just need to get this off my chest.  I feel bad about my situation.  I hate that I am naturally infertile because I did not expect...

I'm 7 days out after surgery (Myomectomy, removal of ovarian cyst, removal of a bit of the bowel due to adhesions).I'm in pain and I'm crying everyday.  Would love some counselling.  Something that...

I feel that I need to be spirtual and positive.  Some days I really don't have the energy. I've gotten used to the fact that this infertility is our situation.  I guess in a way things balance...

I have an 11am meeting with my RE to finalize information for my ovarian cyst removal surgery on Tuesday, Oct. 27.  Feeling anxious, but oddly hopeful.  I'm praying to God that all goes well and...

So, more pain and suffering.  My right side feels like there is a knife slowly being stuck in (its dipped in salt) and I'm slowly bleeding to death.There is no progress.

Interventional Radiologist at Jersey Shore Hospital tells me he's not able to get to the cyst on my remaining ovary.  RE leaves me a message that he wants to schedule surgery.

I didn't even know there was a journal associated with this account.  I am 38, happily married for 7 years and suffering from stage 4 endo. Had myomectomy in Feb. of '08 in NJ, a horrible pelvic...

Yeah.  It's true.  So now I'm on Arixtra injections every night before I go to bed.  They make me a little loopy, but I'm always a little loopy.OK, so our next sonogram to check the lining of my...

This is kinda amazing, but we're feeling like we're in the tunnel before we hit the field for the Super Bowl game.  We can hear the cheering, but we still can't believe that we made it to the Super...