You ever feel something is the root of your problems...

but it sounds so ridiculous that you're afraid to even mention it.I think coffee has been the start of my infertility.I had a cup (really 6 oz.) each day during the week when I worked full time.And I've been drinking it on and off for years.  I'm not a die-hard drinker.  I rarely have 2 cups a day.  I found a great coffee substitute (Teccinno).  Its wonderful and I've been drinking that.I've spoken to my RE's and they dont' have any issues with coffee as long as its a cup a day and that's it.  I also loved, loved, loved Coca-Cola and I've given that up completely.I plan to have one the day I bring my children home.I dunno, I know its my endometriosis, my scarring, my adhesions are the cause of my infertility. Its not hereditary, but I'm wondering if there was something I could have done to prevent this.I wonder if I should have had children early.I'm getting all this HS alumni mail on Facebook regarding my friend's kids that are now going to college.  I had a great life, I lived, I travelled and did what I wanted.Everything went according to plan with the exception of this.I cannot believe that I am having difficulty conceiving.I really wish this was different..Today, I'm feeling more annoyed than sad.I'm going out for Dim Sum.  I'm starving.