Why people like the Octomom piss me off

Ok, so if life was fair, at least three of the Octomom's kids should be mine.  There is no reason for someone as dippy as Nadya to have 14 kids.  Its silly and unfair that some one like that should get any press coverage.  If this happened to Bill and Melinda Gates.  I have no issue with them.  They can support themselves, hell, they can support my neighborhood AND themselves. I watched The View today and I had every reason for causes of infertility.  Every, last, reason.  I'm in the middle of a St. Jude Novena.  He's the patron saint of the impossible.  It is feeling so impossible right now, but I have to believe this will be a reality for me.  I have to believe I will have children.  I have to believe that I will be pregnant and bring children to term.  I want that so bad.  Right now I am focusing on my business.  I did have a "period" last month with the help of Provera.  Still waiting for the results.  They haven't called, so I'm thinking this isn't good news.  Oh, on the flip side...no news is good news.
I am so grateful for a supportive husband and family.  I have to leave things in HIS hands.  Me being worried is not helping the situation.  *sigh*