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I don't get it.  I do SO well during the week.  But when my hubby is home, I drink. WTF?

Am I ok?  No.  I was sober for almost 2 months.  I was doing AMAZING.  Then my husband and I had a chance to be alone.  Kiddo went to his mom's house for the night.  I convinced him that I...

Well, it's been 4 weeks since my last drink.  Yippee!!  I can do this!!  I'm still motivated and I'm going to continue.  Woohoo!

I don't know what to do.  My kid is old enough at this point to know that mommy and daddy go to "the beer store" and smoke.  She mimics us.  It bothers me enough to get Chantix and stop one of...

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Well, today is Day 4 of sobriety for me.  Had a weak moment yesterday and was able to resist (ysy!).  Haven't had too many cravings today.  Just hoping I can keep this up.  I promised Adam never...

I don't know what happened.  Went out with my husband last night.  Didn't have a drop of alcohol.  Came home early cuz I had to pick my daughter up from the babysitters.  Had a bottle of wine. ...

I've officially hit rock bottom.  Last night, we folded and bought a case of beer.  I know Adam wants me to get sober, but I don't think he realizes how much alcohol has a hold on him, too.  He...

I don't even know where to begin.  I drink.  I drink ALOT.  I want to stop.  I want the pain to end.  When I'm drinking, I fight with my husband.  Even last night he mentioned filing for...

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Looking back at my old journal posts, I mentioned that I thought my husband was an alcoholic.  He was drinking all the time and I didn't care if I did or not... Now, the tables have turned and I am...

Not a good night last night. :(

I have always been a runner...not a sporty-type runner, but someone who leaves to avoid a fight, or walks away from problems.  The only issue is, the alcoholism comes with me.  This is a demon I...

You don't.  You fight them.  Today, I gave in to the demons and drank a six pack (-ish).  I lost count.  I spent last night out of town with my family and today was my day 7 of sobriety.  As...

Well, today was a little rougher than the others.  I spent the day debating on getting some beer on the way home.  An ice cold one sounded REALLY good.  Or even a glass of wine.  But I know me. ...