Great day today Daughter and I went shopping together and it was lots of fun. I got kinda bored at the end so I let her go to save a lot and walmart and I went into the shop to pee and IM my friend who lives in Wales.
My Daughter Jenny bought me a steak lunch OMG, it was the tastiest 7 oz sirloin I think I have ever eaten. And it was so wonderful spending time with her. She is sensitive, giggles easily but has my temper LOL But just like me, she means no harm with it. Sometimes, people get pissed. I spent the day with her and the subject of me and her mom came up right at the end She does not understand why her mom and me cannot reconcile. I feel that way too.

I think that the fantasies the wife lives out in Second Life make her less satisfied with her real relationship with me. I cannot compete with the game she spends most of her time in. I also think it makes her more reluctant to make the struggle it will take to hash this out.

We got a little something to bring home, and I got a few more carpet cleaning supplies.
I swear to gosh, I spent more trying to clean that carpet than a weeks worth of chinese buffets. ROFL. As you can tell I am in wonderful spirits. I am certain my wife is having lots of fun too. You know in all these years, she never went on a trip just for her. I am happy she got to go this weekend. She deserved it. We have been so serious around each other. Want to pinch her butt right now HOO HOO! LOL For me, it really dropped the stress level. Not because I was alone, but because when she is not around, then I do not have to worry about doing something to anger her and make things worse.


More about Natalia of Wales....
Good friend that one. She is married and has reconciled with her hubby, but she still talks to me and when she and I talk, I feel that the world is all better. She is a special one. Okay now, don't read more into that than there is :) I got one woman on my mind for love and there is nothing going on between me and Nat. She is just a cheerful sort and great to talk to. Got a tremendous sense of humor kinda wicked at times. Bout the perfect personality. Good looking to hehe Her hubby is in the Royal Marines. Now that is BAD ASS! lol He deploys for six months soon and despite the worry that cause, Nat is still full of beans and laughs LOL

I have departed all the singles sites. I am no longer curious what is out there. It is counter productive anyway and not fair to folks who are sincerely looking. It is time to move on from that childish part of me that wants attention any way I can get it. I would like to have more friends, but I do not need that way, and it is dishonest to use it that way.

You know, I think that of all her online confidants, not one of them has encouraged her to try and reconcile, despite the 32 year history we have. I wonder what that says about her online friends.