Jenniferswe

I will lay in bedI will cryhow long this will last, I do not knowI wish to feel better

It's so unfair to have an episode during Christmas.  I've had other Christmas' ruined.I've been realizing some things.  Many of my fears are from jobs I've had.  The one reason I afraid of...

I know what occurrence from my past triggered this current bout of depression/axtiety.  I don't want to talk about it because it might make me worse.  I'm walking on delicate egg shells now. It's...

I have wondered many times what it's like to be popular.  You know, not being bullied, have people want to talk to or sit next you, and always having your dance card filled.My life has been the...

This new normal isn't working for me.  People aren't as social but they like to dig into your business.  Society has become more judgemental to me.  Things that used be considered no big deal or...

Today I will work on the damage done by being bullied.  I was bullied all through school by both boys and girls.  The staff didn't take me seriously when I complained.  On kid used to tell me he...

I'm here watching a sitcom I enjoy.  My cat laying on a small bench by the window.I don't really know in what order the steps I should take on my road to wellness.  For right now I will learn as I...

I haven't taken very good care of myself for many years.  I was too busy taking care of others.  I think that's where some of my guilt comes from.  My mom had me do a lot chores.  She hardly did...

I was diagnosed with Bp nearly 19 years ago.  I was experiencing symptoms most of my life.  I , also, have anxiety.  It's terrible.  I will be changing therapist soon.  I'd like to think that...

I didn't know holding onto anger would do so much damage to my mental health.  It was never really explained to me why or how it does.  I was never told how to forgive.  They said you just do...

We can tell that we're doing better here than living with Eric's grandma.  I don't feel like a slave anymore.  It's nice to have a place of our own, again.  May nothing cause us to have to move,...

I have so many deep wounds.  It's hard to hard to heal from something that goes so far down.I'm trying to find something that will help.  So far it's complicated.  I'm tired of this desease making...

Nothing really makes me happy anymore.  I find most things boring these days.  Life is either boring of extremely difficult.  I think I'm done with the whole trying to be happy thing.   It's not...

I was afraid this would happen.  Switching meds. would be a huge pain in the butt.  I suspected I was becoming immune to Venalfaxine but too afraid to switch.  I was afraid the new med. would make...

When I'm depressed, I cry a lot.  My son gets angry with me when I do.  I try to explain it to him but I can't find the words so hhe will understand.  It's the same how I won't understand how his...