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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: mariko62

  Posted: 08/26/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion Falling Down Again.

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  Falling Down Again

  Posted by: mariko62

  Last Reply: msgood 08/26/2016

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  I just read the posts on "do not sweat the small stuff".....I am tryng but this week it seems the small stuff is sending me spiraling down again.  In two weeks when school starts I will go back to work for the first time since Scott's death. I still have unfinished business so I am starting to panic.  The week after I go back is my first wedding anniversary as a widow and my birthday.  Already starting to cry in anticipation of these days.  My brain has gone back into fog mode, so...

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  Posted: 08/23/2016

  mariko62 became friends with onebrokenheart.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/23/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion Early morning thoughts.

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  Posted: 08/23/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion Flash backs.

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  Posted: 08/23/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion 365 days ago....

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  Posted: 08/13/2016

  mariko62 became friends with munmun.

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  mariko62 became friends with munmun.

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  mariko62 became friends with GodsGotThis.

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  New Friend

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  mariko62 became friends with GodsGotThis.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/13/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion Can't explain in words.

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  Alone

  Posted by: mariko62

  Posted: 08/13/2016

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  Today I feel so alone.  I am so tired of hearing "God only gives you as much as you can handle".  Why would God leave me here so alone at 53?  You took both of my parents with no warning, my aunt who was always my closest friend and now my husband.  You left me here to brave all of these storms alone.  I have been strong my whole life and I am seriously tired of it.  I am resentful and exhausted, yet I must brave on and take care of everything.   I want to go wild and give the world the...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/13/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion 7 month old widow.

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  Posted: 08/09/2016

  mariko62 became friends with JesusisOurSaviour.

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  Posted: 08/10/2016

  mariko62 commented on the discussion Big day.