Yesterday started off with a group message about a poker game last night. I have asked these people several times to take me off of this group but I still keep getting the messages. So I had to go through the day ignoring the messages and telling myself that i was not going to gamble. Then I get to work where we have lottery machines and keno machines and this girl that I wark with just kept winning hundreds of dollars. Well that just did it, the urge to gamble was on full force, and I was at work so I couldn't call anyone. I started texting my support people. I had to get through the day without going to the poker game after work or putting money in the machine and hitting it big like her. She wins all the time but she also plays constantly so I doubt that she is ahead. When I got off work I went to visit my 3 year old grandson and played with him for 3 hours until the urge finally passed. What a day, what a fight, but I did it. I did not gamble.
I am so upset today. I would go out and gamble today if a casino was open. I tried reading some posts; can't say it has helped me today. Tired of my computer, tired of househld chores, how much food can you eat and how many times can you go grocery shoping? Wondering if someone could make a post here when they get to go to a face to face meeting. I stoped going to meetings regularly; I am not on...
Hi! It's been 1 year and 4 months since my last bet!