Livlafluv
Status: My Mom passed away -God is great, he will pull me through this
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it's been almost three months since she passed. I don't feel soo numb anymore. the inrense sadness is overwhelming. I don't know how to deal with it. I don' t want to feel this way. It' s so hard....
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I think I understand what "baggage" is. As I was falling asleep, a happy memory came to mind. I was in high school and my mom bought me a pair of booties and a winter coat that I really loved and...
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I feel proud of myself for having had the courage to stick to it even when it was tough. I just finished the first part of my training at my new job. It was tough as there was a lot to learn in a...
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But at the same time it's hard for me to trust people enough to open up and make friends and trust that they will not end up hurting me. When someone gets too close, I tend to push them away.I don't...
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I was woken up by the fire alarm in my apartment complex about 90 minutes ago. Went downstairs, even though it's the middle of the night and I had finally fallen asleep after tossing and turning for...
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Briefly, the story is that about three years ago I had a really bad experience that completely changed the way I view love and relationships.I had a man in my life that I loved deeply. We spent all...
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I went to see my family doctor today since I've been feeling tired, low energy lately. She says my fibroids have increased in size and she wants me to get the surgery to remove them. I cried in her...
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So much has happened since I last posted in my journal. I am not the type of person who likes to open up to others with my real feelings. I pretend that everything is fine, always smiling and...
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I have recently discovered that I have anxiety and emotional dependency.I am having trouble coping with all the turmoil I am feeling.
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It's been three weeks since my last visit. She has called many times but I ignore her calls because I know that she will pretend to be caring and loving, but then will fall into the same pattern of...
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It has taken me over two years, but I have come back to this wonderful site. I have figured out a lot of things over those two years. I have had good experiences, some bad, some really really bad....
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I am feeling extremely sad for the victims of bullying. For the young kids that have resorted to committing suicide after it became too much to bear. It seems like there are more and more of them....
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I am very thankful for this web site and for all the help and support I have received from lovely members. You are all a blessing and I hope to help you in return in my own way.I am most thankful for...
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It's been three weeks since my last visit. She has called many times but I ignore her calls because I know that she will pretend to be caring and loving, but then will fall into the same pattern of...
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It has taken me over two years, but I have come back to this wonderful site. I have figured out a lot of things over those two years. I have had good experiences, some bad, some really really bad....