What a journey!

It has taken me over two years, but I have come back to this wonderful site. I have figured out a lot of things over those two years. I have had good experiences, some bad, some really really bad. But I hope to now be on the path to recovery with the help and support of this group. I hope to share with and support others in my situation and are still struggling or who have been in this situation and have survived.
My latest breakthrough is finding out that I have been WAY to nice all these years and that most of the disappointments I have suffered stem from the need for love, acceptance and approval that I have inherited from having been raised by a narcisstic mother.