tsallen33
Status: Feeling relief banned from all casinos around me now. All of them
Mood:
Horrible
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- well I have had enough despair, losses, anxiety, worry and debt. I haven't been on here for a long time. But today I walked in to casino and self excluded myself. if I keep going as I have been, I'd be dead or committed for the problems...
- I am a failure at quiting gambling. I have absolutely no control of my brain . I'm a mess. I have banned myself but still go to casinos Everytime I have any money. I have been fooling myself and I know it. I can't find a gambling counselor here at...
- Was doing so well not going gambling. But blew it this weekend. After heart attack being off work 6weeks and struggling to get paperwork to go back to work. Got really frustrated and went to casinos and of course lost . Now to start all over. But if...
- Well I have gone 25 days now without gambling. That's a record for me. Usually 2weeks was all I could do because payday was every 2 weeks. Lol. But it sure is nice to go shopping for grandkids and spending lots of extra time with them now. I...
- I read a story awhile back about gambling really killing a person. Not suicide but illnesses caused by heart rate and stress rate being so out of control sitting at slots and gambling. I related to that story, always feeling anger , rage,...
- Sitting on side of the road writing this. Well my last trip to casino just happened. I blamed my mom for wanting to go Friday and lost $460. Then went tonight chasing my losses. But all the time there I knew what I had to do. BANN MYSELF HERE TOO....
- Well I still am a gambler but I did manage to stay away enough and managed to save a bit of cash for a small daily trip with my grandkids. Such fun and much needed. Just went to ft worth stockyard , road a train, water garden, putt putt and...
- I did it. The SELF BAN PAPERS are in the mail. Yeah, I do feel good about it now. Hopefully this is the first step in and on my road to gambling freedom and some sanity and a savings account. I have felt so so crazy. Such a bad addiction to live...
- Well another day 1. Just lost most of pay as usual. Had it up to my eyeballs now! How stupid and sick can I be?( very). I came in, finished self ban papers (i've been putting it off, don't know why) and they are being mailed as soon as it is...
- Everi.com is a website where you can go to and block access to your credit,debit , checking accounts etcAt most of casinos nationwide. Go down to bottom of page where it says resposible gambling. Click it and you can print off the Step form to list...
- Well this was first week to have daughter as payee(cause she about the only one who will tell me Hell no and stand up to me) and no debit card access. After my Bill's I had 120 left in checking account. This is first time I have money for the 2nd...
- Angry feeling tonight. If i had money I would run off to a casino. Glad I'm broke. But do feel rage inside since I got off work. Mad at tv show my mother stopped that I set to record while I had to work. Been waiting 2weeks to see chicago med and...
- Happy New year to all my fellow exgamblers and trying to stop gamblers. My prayer for us is to have success and peace in our drive to stop gambling. And happy , healthy, and better life's in 2016. God bless all of you that have succeded and us...
- Well talked with daughter today and told her bout loosing paychecks again. Said I have to have help right now! I can not keep going on like this any longer. I can't get into another financial mess again. Help me please. So tomorrow I go and...
- Well lost my paycheck friday. would not been so bad if i had not gone to atm. I went with 300 and that was all i was going to spend but u know how it is. Got to win it back. SO took out another300. And gone..But today i mailed off a paper to...