Sitting on side of the road writing this. Well my last trip to casino just happened. I blamed my mom for wanting to go Friday and lost $460. Then went tonight chasing my losses. But all the time there I knew what I had to do. BANN MYSELF HERE TOO. Already banned at the other casino a few months back but kept coming here. Well had enough. Tired of losing all my money every week. So after it was all gone, I went to players club with a very long line and stood and waited for my turn. Told the girl what I wanted. "She says huh... you sure". I sad absolutely. She got on phone and called someone. Then gave me paper to fill out and then a boss came up took my ID went off to make copy. then all a sudden 2 security guards were there behind me. I stepped up to them ,smiled and said " BEST THING I EVER HAVE DONE I JUST HAVE TO". ONE GUARD SAYS " U GOTTA DO WHAT U GOTTA DO. I told him I'm sure I have paid your wages for a long time. Boss came back , signed the form, took my pic ( right in front of all those people, but i smiled cause i didnt care they were there) and says hate to loose you and was escorted out. But as I walked thru those first doors threw my hands up and said Yesss. And so it ends and now begins also...
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