mybeach
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- I feel like I am completly drowning in ED. I am slipping further from the surface every day. The worst part is, it kind of feels good. Like his arms are wrapped around me, a little too tight but better than no arms at all. Does that make sense? ...
- I am very embarrassed and I feel like a failure. I am letting my daughter down and I don't know what to do. My daughter is 11 and I am a single mom. It has always been just the 2 of us. I have OCD and anxiety. I have suffered in silence for...
- This may seem like a strange post, but I just had to inquire. I am almost 38 and I have been divorced for almost 4 years. Since that time I have had no relationships, no dates, not even a conversation with a man. I know the biggest obstacle is...
- HELP! I am in a full relapse (major trigger warnings) and cannot see anything before me except ED. I have been losing weight again and barely 3 digits on the scale. One day last week I didnt even make that . I went to get my body fat tested...
- I am really scared and need some support. I am leaving for vacation tomorrow. I really need this time away as I have been working so much. I am burned out, depressed, etc. So I am taking a solo vacation as my daughter is spending the week with...
- Intrusive thought, premonition or normal thinking? I am getting ready to go on vacation and I was out running errands and going to by some groceries for when I return. I then had a thought, what if I die on vacation, plane crash, etc? Then I will...
- I have been reading so many posts recently, and in different support groups about people getting hurt and offended by other members. Please take care of yourself when reading and talking with others. Remember, we are all not perfect and all have...
- I am struggleing alone, utterly alone. My anxiety with food and exercise is running so high, well only if I try to fight it. I have been losing weight again and almost back to my lowest. The exercise has slowly increased while the calories slowly...
- I just got a tattoo on Friday. It is a sun on the inside of my wrist. It is to symbolize my daughter as she is the light of my life, she is my the one that brightens my day and she gives me strength. Sounds great, right? So why do I also feel this...
- I just got a tatoo on Friday. It is a sun on the inside of my wrist. It is to symbolize my daughter as she is the light of my life, she is my the one that brightens my day and she gives me strength. Sounds great, right? So why do I also feel...
- My daughter is 10 and this is the first Easter that we have not shared. My ex and I seperated/divorced when she was only one year old. I have been a single mom and it has always just been the two of us. My ex came back into her life a couple of...
- I am stuck and I don't know if it's me or therapy. I live in a crapy small town that has no providers that treat eating disorders. There is a ED center in a nearby city that I went to for Intensive outpatient servcies for 7 months but after the...
- Stupid I know. I didn't work out this morning and now I am freaking out. I am posting all over the place just to distract myself so I don't go change clothes and hit the cardio. I know I am doing my body a HUGE favor by taking the day off. I...
- I didn't exercise this morning. I do EVERY morning but I had the idea that I was going to give my body a needed break and NOT work out. Terrible idea. I feel like a complete failure and I am so anxious. My brain feels foggy, probably from lack...
- I didn't work out this morning. I work out every morning... I do cardio for at least an hour on Sundays (my short w/o day even) and today I just got up and told myself "NO" your body needs a break. My weight and body fat have been dropping too...