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I feel pathetic... I am strong and yet I feel so inadequate and wonder why I can't pull my head out of this.  I was doing good reducing the exercise but each week I added a little more and more...

I feel fantastic!  Since I took the day off last week my mind sort of finally “clicked”.  I don’t want to do this to myself anymore.  I set new goals last Tuesday to only burn 1200 cal and...

I have been missing in action a lot lately, just been really busy and not finding much time to get on the computer.  My daughter's activities keep us busy.  When I do have time, I relax and chew...

I haven't been on the forum much this last two weeks, been really busy with work and my daughters activities.  Feeling tired, more mental exhaustion than physical though.  I ended up with migraine...

I wish I could kick my own butt... I fluctuate so much during the day, from I feel great and there is no way that I have an ED.  Then, while I c/s or pick out clumps of hair from the drain I yell at...

Everyone is right.... this is escalating and my "rules" are going out the window.  Last night my daughter spent the night with my parents.  I planned (a calculated) a meal at a restaurant that...

So, I don't really know where to start... so I will just jump in.  I am 34 years old and I may/may not have an eating disorder.  I say this because I "fit" some markers but not all.  I am very...

I feel pathetic... I am strong and yet I feel so inadequate and wonder why I can't pull my head out of this.  I was doing good reducing the exercise but each week I added a little more and more...

I feel fantastic!  Since I took the day off last week my mind sort of finally “clicked”.  I don’t want to do this to myself anymore.  I set new goals last Tuesday to only burn 1200 cal and...

I have been missing in action a lot lately, just been really busy and not finding much time to get on the computer.  My daughter's activities keep us busy.  When I do have time, I relax and chew...

I haven't been on the forum much this last two weeks, been really busy with work and my daughters activities.  Feeling tired, more mental exhaustion than physical though.  I ended up with migraine...

I wish I could kick my own butt... I fluctuate so much during the day, from I feel great and there is no way that I have an ED.  Then, while I c/s or pick out clumps of hair from the drain I yell at...

Everyone is right.... this is escalating and my "rules" are going out the window.  Last night my daughter spent the night with my parents.  I planned (a calculated) a meal at a restaurant that...

So, I don't really know where to start... so I will just jump in.  I am 34 years old and I may/may not have an eating disorder.  I say this because I "fit" some markers but not all.  I am very...

I feel pathetic... I am strong and yet I feel so inadequate and wonder why I can't pull my head out of this.  I was doing good reducing the exercise but each week I added a little more and more...