MonaP

Well I feel bad that I spent all of my money. I bought everyone something for Xmas. Now I don't have much for myself. I will not spend anything else this month. Next month I will only buy what I...

Right now I am feeling a little anxious this holidays. Too much to do. I have to go to church in the morning. I have been gone everyday this past 2 weeks. I am exhausted. I had been sick too. I am...

I went to the doctor yesterday. Good news my back is not mess up. I have a condition called flat feet. My left foot hurts when I walk or stand for a long period of time. My doctor prescribed me some...

A lot has been going on for me. My mood is okay but I am having physical pain now. My back and foot are hurting. I am going to the doctor tomorrow. I am taking flexeril and torada right now. My pain...

My symptoms are under control now. I had a good time baking today. I baked some brownies with walnuts in it. I was relax while I was doing it. I love to bake. I want to get back to baking. I used to...

I am relaxing today. Thank God! I had been busy for the last few days. I went to my appointments last week to see my pdoc and therapist. It went well. I am taking a med called Vistaril for anxiety....

Today wasn't a bad. I wasn't to stressed. I was a little anxious about things but I am trying to control it. My mood is okay. I want to relax and have fun in life. I know I will. Well I am going to...

Well my grandmother and I had fun today. I had to take her to the ENT specialist this morning.  We drove 30 minutes to get to the place. I am glad my grandmother is okay. She just need some hearing...

This week had been hectic for me. Everyday this week I had to go somewhere for me, my family and my dog.  I am glad that I made it this week. I am taking Risperdal now. It is helping a lot. I know I...

I haven't type here for a while. I have been busy with my family and my lovely dog. My moods have been up and down for a little bit. I am taking it one day at a time. I am living the present. I feel...

Today is a tiresome day for me. I am having a psychosis episode.  I am so stress out believing everyone doesn't love. I feel used. It has been a while since I had a full blown episode. I keep a lot...

 Hi everybody.  I am doing good mentally and physically.  I started on a new med called Latuda last week.  I will see if it will help me.  Latuda is expensive med.  I can't afford it. Maybe I...

 I woke up at 6:00 am. I was wide awake. Usually I will still be sleepy. It probably from the coffee yesterday. I will have to buy me some decaf coffee because the regular coffee have a lot of...

 I haven't been typing in my journal for a while now because I was so busy with my family and my dog (Beethoven). My moods had been up and down for the past few months. Earlier this month, I was...

I need to stop watching the news on tv. Every time I watch the news, my anxiety goes up especially about the bad news and health news. It is so much bad news that I can't take it anymore. Usually I...