My episode

Today is a tiresome day for me. I am having a psychosis episode.  I am so stress out believing everyone doesn't love. I feel used. It has been a while since I had a full blown episode. I keep a lot of things to myself. I haven't told anyone about this except my grandmother.  I broke down to my grandmother.  I couldn't help it. Everything build up inside me. I feel as if I do too much for people. No one does anything for me. I hope this will pass.