MonaP

It is that time of the year for my birthday. My birthday is on Monday.  This weekend was fun and tiresome. I got lots of gifts from family and friends. I hope I will finally rest. I hope I don't...

Well I quit my job. I had to because I couldn't function well. I started to dislike my job. I didn't tell my boss that. I used to love to go to work. Now I just don't have the passion for taxes...

It seems like all I want to do is stay home all day. I don't want to go anywhere. I am tired going out now. I would rather be at home. I can't wait until tax season is over so I can stay at home more...

Well my shopping habits for this month is not that bad. I did shop a little but not as much. I didn't go big on the shopping. I just bought something that I need. I did buy me a new tablet but it was...

I decided to do something about my shopping habits.  I decided to stay away from Walmart unless I really need something. Walmart is high to me. I will shop at dollar stores. I will not go to the...

I was trying to focus on the present and not the future. I always focus on the future. It doesn't  help me at all because i can't control the future. I can't control the outcome of the future. I...

I am been having a rough month. Well last month too. I had been shopping like everyday for the past two months. I spent over $1,000 on clothes, shoes, foods, giving friends money, and etc. I was out...

I was feeling really bad with anxiety for the past weeks. I was worrying about my finance all of the time.  I kept looking at my bank statement online and my bills. My anxiety was getting out of...

I am doing better today. My pdoc increase my Geodon which helps a lot.  Now I don't feel sad or maniac. I am happy. I am watching my spending. Now I am kind of cheap person. I am not sure if it is...

Sometimes I wonder why do I have a cell phone. No one calls me. Everyone is busy. I feel like giving up my cell phone. Facebook doesn't help at all. I'm not going to get sad over this. I guess i...

Well this month has been a rollercoaster ride for me. I was maniac and then crashed to my lows. Man crashing is the worst part. I was very tired to the point that my blood pressure was low. I shopped...

Well I had a good day so far. My mood was okay. Right now I am feeling a little stressed. My sugar was a little high today. I will go to bed now.

Well it is 2015!!! A new year. I want to become stable. I would like to take care of myself more often. I want to learn how to reduce stress in my life. I helped a lot of people last year. Now I need...

I'm glad Xmas is over. I feel so much better. These past weeks had been hectic for me. Too much expectations. Now I can relax. I got some sleep this morning. 

I survived Xmas. Right now I don't feel well mentally.  I can't sleep.  Racing thoughts is going through my mind. Feeling sad and overwhelmed.  Maybe I will feel better tomorrow.  Too much going...