Tuesday

I am relaxing today. Thank God! I had been busy for the last few days. I went to my appointments last week to see my pdoc and therapist. It went well. I am taking a med called Vistaril for anxiety. It is helping. I feel like I don't have any care in the world about my finance now. I'm not sure if it is good or bad. I'm not sure if I can work right now but I am hanging in there. 
I used to worry about my future and my finance all of the time before I took Vistaril. I used to worry about will I be able to take care of myself. Now I am like when the time comes, I will deal with it.  
I don't have health insurance. I am trying to pay for treatment every month. I have to pay for some of my meds so it's not cheap. My family is helping me with it. The Lord will bless me.