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I feel better today. Last night my mood changed but I fought it. I talked out my problems with my friend. Now I am feeling normal. I hope this week I will be happy. I'm going to take it one day at a...

I wish I was really happy today. I am pretending to be happy because I don't want anybody to think something is wrong with me.  To be honest, I am not happy at all. All I can think of is my life and...

I didn't go volunteer today again. I just don't feel like doing anything. I'm trying to fight it but it is hard. All I do is eat and sleep. I want to live a good and healthy life. My mind keeps ...

I didn't go to work today because I was tired and sick. I decided that I need a break from work. I feel depress today because I feel as if I am useless. I am going to the doctor to see why I am...

I'm trying to stay calm. My anxiety is an all time high. I don't know what to do to calm myself. I always think about my health and finance. I want to stop worry over this and get on with my life....

I'm tired of this mood swings. One minute I'm happy and the next minute I am sad.  When will this end?

This holiday season sucks for me. I wanted to cry. I don't know what is wrong with me. I have negative thoughts that I can't get it out of my mind.

I have no one to talk to about my feeling. I want to cry right now. I have friends but no one wants to listen to me. I guess I will just hurt my wrist to deal with the situation.

Dear DiaryI'm so lonely. I don't have anybody to talk to. I'm in so much pain that no one understands me not even my family, I hate the habit of hurting myself again but that is the only way to ease...

I am so depress that I would rather just give up on life. I feel as if no one doesn't care about me. I am worthless, helpless, and useless. My family treat me as if I am a baby. I can't deal with...

I can't deal with this anymore. I woud rather be someone else than to deal with this moods swing. I have no one to talk to about my problems. I would rather be in a hospital than being at home with...

I'm tired of feeling this way. I wish it would go away.

I'm not as depressed as I was yesterday. Hopefully each hour of the day, I will get better. Thanks everybody for their support.

I have been sad all day.  I am bored. I am a worthless person. I have a degree but can't work because of my condition.  I don't have anything to do with my life. What is the point of living? I'm...

Life sucks for me. Noting is going my way at all. I am so depressed all of the time. I would rather just give up. I don't know anything else to do. I would rather hurt myself to ease the pain.