julianna

Ok...update to my previous journal entry. He just called me back. He has decided not to take this trip to Florida; he thought about what I said and felt in light of what is happening in our...

Ok...I'm really really angry right now. My partner just called to tell me that he's hopping on a plane on Tuesday and going to Florida with his friend who has a summer home there. We're trying to...

My daughter is graduating from college this weekend and my family will be there with us. I'm so very proud of her and proud of what she has become. I was sitting on the couch last night thinking...

I had a good weekend. Even though we're trying to heal this latest set back in our relationship, I find that I love him just a little less every time. I know that he is "trying" but that is his...

I played cards tonight with the girls. What a great evening even though I didn't win! Oh well...he called to see what I was doing. We are suppose to go to a dinner dance tomorrow night. Feeling...

I wanted to write today to say that I'm feeling uncertain about all of us. I feel like I'm allowing him to win in some small way by letting him slowly back into my life. The problem is that he...

I'm feeling a little uncertain about a few things which I think is clearly very normal in this situation. I had dinner with my partner last night and of course, we discussed the situation. He makes...

My partner came to my house over the weekend. This was about 5 days after our confrontation. Of course, it's the same stuff. Same excuses...you become "numb" after awhile. He never gives me any...

Well..I finally "snapped" yesterday and confronted him. Of course..he denies everything. Denies the numerous phone numbers of other woman; doesn't "know" who some of them are; doesn't mean anything....

I picked up our tickets yesterday for our trip to Italy. There is a lot at stake here and I struggle with these feelings of what to do. I cannot go on this trip with him knowing what I know. I...

I'm getting closer to finding out the truth. I really can't "rest" until I have everything in front of me. There has been a lot of circumstancial evidence but nothing that I would feel very...

He finally let his "guard" down a few nights ago and for once didn't delete his cell phone history. Several calls to that same individual who he swore to me he would never call again. Several calls...

I'm feeling a little down at this moment. My other half of six years told me that he was going to be home tonight and when I called him, he was out supposedly at a bar in the city. When I asked him...