I picked up our tickets yesterday for our trip to Italy. There is a lot at stake here and I struggle with these feelings of what to do. I cannot go on this trip with him knowing what I know. I gave him his tickets, one for him and one for his son and gave him a check for my ticket that he paid for. First thing that he says to me is "are you not going with me that you have to give me these tickets? Why can't we keep them together until its time to go?" HA?? Sad thing about him is that he knows when he has been up to no good and he knows he's going to eventually get caught. It's like a thrill to him...

So today is a new day; new challenges. I'm just not sure I'm going to be able to catch him.....