I played cards tonight with the girls. What a great evening even though I didn't win! Oh well...he called to see what I was doing. We are suppose to go to a dinner dance tomorrow night. Feeling indifferent about that. I think you get yourself to a point where you know that you still love the person but not in the same way because of all the "crap" you've had to deal with over and over and over again.

I'll go to the dance and have a great time for "me"....