He finally let his "guard" down a few nights ago and for once didn't delete his cell phone history. Several calls to that same individual who he swore to me he would never call again. Several calls to a new individual that I did some hunting around and found out where she lives. Haven't researched that as of yet but plan on it. Spent until 2:00 this morning watching his car in a parking lot near a restaurant that he said he was leaving the car at and getting picked up by friends. Felt good about it that I didn't actually "see" anything happen...

So where does this stand? It is sad that I have to go through this in my life. I am an intelligent woman with so much to offer. Unfortunately, I chose to fall in love with someone who is not capable of loving me in the same way and who continues to compromise that love. So I've made up my mind that I am going to seek the truth and then I can walk away to heal.