Ok...update to my previous journal entry. He just called me back. He has decided not to take this trip to Florida; he thought about what I said and felt in light of what is happening in our relationship, that he should not take the trip.

Do I feel better? I feel numb...have felt this way for quite some time. Maybe it's a good sign. I can't handle his crap anymore...really. And I feel great that I was able to speak up for once.