MelisaDE
Status: In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Mood:
Ok
- Tues night â¦he was went out drinking till 1230⦠no big deal Thurs I worked that night till 11 p.m. â¦.. and he drank in the garage with some friends.. not a biggie⦠and Friday night me and russ went to the horse races and to...
- This has consumed me⦠every single second, every momentâ¦â¦ and every moment I am not at work⦠it was in my face at home⦠if u think thatâ¦.. for one moment he wasnât in my face.. u would be wrongâ¦After the kids went to bedâ¦...
- This has consumed me every single second, every moment and every moment I am not at work it was in my face at home if u think that.. for one moment he wasnt in my face.. u would be wrongAfter the kids went to bed was the worst. Cause then he was in...
- Can he quit?I donât knowâ¦â¦â¦Alcoholism.. is a hard disease to fight⦠and conquer â¦. Cause its so available, its all around usâ¦. Everyone does itâ¦BUT saying that I believe he can do it⦠He just really needs to really want...
- I am trying.. to rebuild.. my life... my marriageThe hardest thing for me.... is forgiving and trusting again. I am working on trying to forgive and trying to trust I know I will never forget How can I??it is part of me now, a part of my...
- Tues night â¦he was went out drinking till 1230⦠no big deal Thurs I worked that night till 11 p.m. â¦.. and he drank in the garage with some friends.. not a biggie⦠and Friday night me and russ went to the horse races and to...
- This is a journal entry I wrote.... This has consumed me...... every single second, every moment and every moment I am not at work it was in my face at home if u think that.. for one moment he wasnt in my face.. u would be wrongAfter the kids went...
- This has consumed me every single second, every moment and every moment I am not at work it was in my face at home if u think that.. for one moment he wasnt in my face.. u would be wrongAfter the kids went to bed was the worst. Cause then he was in...
- what is the name of the funny show, its like a singing black male dressed as a older black female.... super funny guy.. anyone know his name?The are always in front of a live audience doing a show?
- I bought my girls little hardcover notebooks, to write draw what their feeling in.... so i give my 4year old hers and she yells to my 6 year oldJ mom bought us a Diarrhea Ha.. I almost peed my pants... I was like ummm.... Chaisee honey... its DIARY...
- Ok.. kind of weird....... Last night of COURSE.. hubby came into the bedroom and asked for sex.... I wanted to seriously bang my head on the computer desk in frustration... I mean seriously HOW many times must I go over this topic with him? Of...
- well tonight he has his x-mas party. Do u know he still wanted me to go with him?I was like ummm .. no thank u.. I dont know if I wrote down in another post or not... but my office x-mas party was last weekend... well I went alone.. cause I didnt...
- this broke my heart tonight My 6 year old daughter... I picked both of my kids up from daycare after work.. and as usual I cked her bag for homework... Jeez they give alot of homework for 1st graders... anyway.. she siad mommy I have a present...
- Well surprise surprise... u called me and tell me yet again that u arent coming home. Huh.. what a surprise.. you running away from your problems again and drinking... maybe not till tomorrow night or the next...sooo fucking stupid.. pick a fight...
- After everything your "other" puts you through.. how do you stop being mad, and start trying to fix things... ? My whole story isnt on the site yet (working on it) but... How do you begin to try to open yourself up to loving him again ..I mean I...