MelisaDE
Status: In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Mood:
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Sometimes... (which may sound weird) I am almost afraid.. to write, or say outloud how good things are going. I am afraid I will jinx myself. I am afraid if I say it outloud, something will...
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(I found this the other day, and I almost fell over, I went through almost everything listed here... almost word by word, and its soooo true, you have to let go, to receive back….and you cant love...
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Sooo ………….Me and Jaden were playing w the puppy & it rolls to its back.. and Jaden looks and says "Mom, is that Rocko's butt?... it’s a boy puppyand (its his manhoods dropping down)...
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A morning last week I went and talked to Jaden's teacher this morning…. (my 7yr old) Jaden last night… Sigh We went for a walk, well they biked I walked, so they were sweating… and I...
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So the other weekend, I had one of my girlfriends call me crying saying that her hubby had yet again stayed out till 3 am, and wanted to know if we (me and Russ and a couple other mutual friends)...
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I am trying.. to rebuild.. my life... my marriage The hardest thing for me.... is forgiving and trusting again…. I am working on trying to forgive… and trying to trust… I know… I...
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Sooooo.. Russ has not drank since the 5th of July..... not sure what to think or if I should believe.... I feel like if I start to believe ... it will all go bad again... I think it...
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Sooo After he packed a bag and left.. I went downstairs (so the girls couldnt see me) and started just crying... Chaise came downstairs.. and said Mommy whats wrong... why are u crying... and I...
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Tues night …he was went out drinking till 1230… no big deal Thurs I worked that night till 11 p.m. ….. and he drank in the garage with some friends.. not a biggie… and Friday...
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I wrote this around the end of March and just didn’t post it …. …. No one knows…. I hide it from everyone... No one knows the whole story ... I cried writing most of my...
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I think my fights started to escalate (or maybe that when I just started noticing it) when I started stepping back from him, and standing up for myself.. I wasnt the good little wife anymore......
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My 5 year old daughter Chaise... :) somedays :) I was tickling her... and blowing raspberries in her neck and armpits,I had her hands above her head holding them... and said ok... what the secret...
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Soo.. Friday I am sitting at work.... and my belly was hurting all morning, I try to ignore it right? So I run home let my dog out for lunch and go back to work, sit down at my desk.....and after a...
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Last night I had a freaking…………… big assed………………… weak moment… which is something I dont allow myself to do very often.... I have been unsettled for a couple days, and by...
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"It's not what happens to you that determines how far you will go in life; itis how you handle what happens to you" ~ Zig Ziglar If you are in my past, there is a reason for that.I Believe...That...
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