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- Does anyone else find them self reading a sentence in RAR in the middle of a paragraph and then using that for an "unofficial" entry? I do this all the time I write down what comes when it comes. Most of the time it is very useful to me, but every...
- May triggerI have the ability to over analyze things. I know my memory is my largest weakness. I remember about 25% of want happened the night I was raped, that was due to self suppression. As I try to work out the itty-bitty details of my life as a...
- I work there to remind myself he does not have control over me. I work where I work because of my mom and dad, they both retired from there. I have worked there five years now. I train new hires as well. I am good at what I do. I work there in hope...
- Not a comedy, not a kids movie, not happy, triggering for depression and assault.
- I can not seem to pretend well today, I know the kids are home from school, but its hard, my soul is overpowering, my thoughts are running within, I just want to make it till I go to work tonight, I can lie better there, lie to myself its ok. Lie to...
- I hope that talking about what triggers us will help us know we are not alone. To help us admit that we can recognize them and be strong against them. And how or what our reactions were at the time or later.Ill start . . . My husband pushed my head...
- I have some spots on my left fore are where the center shading went too deep and scabbed out with smooth scaring. I have been told the skin is still too thin to re-ink (it's been eight months), laser will scar more not allowing re-ink, I thought...
- I faced a very dark soul at work last night. I do not know fully why I choose to work where I do, I have been told by a few people that it is my way of taking control over that which I fear, sometimes I hope to remember or hear his voice at work,...
- An apology and explanation to my poorly written previous post: The unsupportive support group.I am/was in denial when I wrote that post, I have been self injuring for over ten years and never knew it. I have had a landslide of emotions slap me in my...
- This is the most unsupportive support group Ive ever seen. I have been dealing with self injury for over ten years now, nothing I do to my self is here. I do not want to post it to trigger anyone, or give any one new ideals, I only cut less than 5%...
- How can two elementary school boys get under my skin so bad, theyre kids? I was parked by the school waiting on my son. They came up to my window and asked if I like Barney, Tellietubbies, or Mickey mouse? I know they just wanted a joke, I kept...
- Well I never saw that coming, tattoos are SI. I cant go very long without a new one. I become so relaxed when I get them. I started to look at all of the ones I have and realized 98% I just got when I felt really bad, I really did not want them. The...
- Wow this group is too big I feel more lost. I have been having many really bad flashbacks. I no longer see my life as my own. I feel like everything I am, is fake, a lie, I hate myself right now. I know this is wrong but I can not stop hating me, it...
- Do you think if the terms the judicial system uses were changed that the taboos would go away? That more people will report. By changing the term sexual assault to personal assault would help more people not be afraid to tell. If someone gets hit in...
- I have been working third shift for 12 years at two different jobs for different subconscious reason. 1.) To stay safe awake at night. 2.) Deal with less people in the day I just tell them I have to sleep sorry. 3.) Easy to say yea another day...