An apology and explanation to my poorly written previous post: The unsupportive support group.

I am/was in denial when I wrote that post, I have been self injuring for over ten years and never knew it. I have had a landslide of emotions slap me in my face over the last two months. When I said I do not want to post it to trigger anyone, or give any one new ideals I meant that. I have been splitting and pulling out my toenails and getting tattoos/piercings as my mental way of releasing that which I can not share/understand/admit to myself. I know I need support, I am also seeing a counselor for the first time. Im scared. When I look back and read what I wrote 3)those who are just lying I am in that group by way of denial and lying to myself through omission.

Again I am sorry for that post, I do need and want support, you guys/gals are great here.